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Have u ever experience a buckle of cold water pour on top of your head when you are so up for something else? what you really dream off is only 1 step far away from you. your hope just "pla" , been switched off like a switch.

well..

i just experienced it by my closest family member.

how was my feeling now?

basically disappointment contained 99% and 1 % is upset.

is really a simple things but ppl just don't willingly to lend a hand to u.

just feel sad when doing comparison.

if same things happen on another family, would the family members react the same as well?

how strong is the bond of the family actually?

i started to reconsider my stand point on human nature.

so is human nature selfish just like what thomas hobbes has mentioned in his books?

i m really wondering ...

it is definitely not a long post tonight.

i got my final examination at not more than 7 hours time.

i m depressing.

what the ****

First post in 2011

Today or tonight is the first time of the year I decided to blog... It has been months I never blog..

It was a sleepless night ... Everyone is sleeping soundly except me..
Brain was hyperactive tonight... Just keep thinking n thinking n thinking... Wat should be the right choice... There is so many things in my brain...

Was expecting to read up smtg tonight but I think the post was deleted ... I didn't get to read it.. I tot it would help to make up my mind.. I guess I jus have to rely on my dearest mind to sort things out...

Now, music is surrounding me.. I hear no sound from the night but music from iPod..

Hello emo... Long time no see ya...
I m not very sure y m I emo but I m real emo now...

Blank

Suddenly... I jus dunno Wat should I write...

Fb was closed for 1 week.. Surprising I can survive so well without it.. Lmao.. So, dear fb even there is a day u going to close down.. It won't has any effect on me!! I can conclude I m not a Facebook mania!!

How can I stand it? Maybe the hidden reason was much more stronger until I can totally ignore it...

I still rmb my lecturer commented me .. I m a person tat when I don't want to listen to something.. I have the talents of switching off my mind n ignore it totally.. Y it doesn't work when I need it?? I just wanna switch off my mind now... Maybe I m jus coward .. But I really dun feel like facing it...

A decision
An answer

Wat would be the best choice?
Wat would be the right choice?
Wat would be the one I really want?
It is really wat my heart want?

I was commented as a person who has a heart problem. I locked my heart so well until no one can unlock it... What was the issue tat cause me to put a double lock on it?? My lecturer asked me to figure it out if not this things will drag me forever..

I know Wat was the main issue..
... Relationship ...
But which part of relationship tat double lock my heart, I really have no idea...

Is 6 am, n I m still awake.

Brain dead.

A korean song from secret garden really triggered my emotion...
I jus tears for nothing .. Plainly Becuz of the song..

The power of music =]

Hello bloggy.. I think I will need u for a while...



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