属于你的我的初恋

属于你的我的初恋

just finish watch a Japanese movie aka the first love belong to you and me.
i always give high compliment on Japanese love movie...

hmm...suddenly i just stone there...
i got a lot of thoughts after i watch that movie..
anyway, it is a sad ending again...

is that a criticism on there ain't happy ending in the world?
we only name it as the most beautiful love when there are a sad ending and unfulfilled promises left over?

dunno why, lately i just can't cry for movie anymore..
i think my tears are drained after all things have happen...
i read the comment of movie, so many people cry while watching it...
i do feel the same pain as well... but there is just no tears to be shed...

tis few night..
i didnt get good sleep at all.....
too many dreams and constantly wake up at middle of the night....
i just hate the feeling... i hate the feeling waking up middle of the night and waiting for the time to fly fast...
1 minute, 2 minutes, 3 minutes, 4 minutes....
crazy time...

is just a moment to be pass?
so when is the actual moment and when will it pass?
i am waiting for the right moment...

millons things flying through my head every second...

how would be better if it was a simple world...

i wish to be in my dreamland only...