f**ked up

ok,
i m writing a post on gossip girl..
since my drama kaki not around...

yes...i am acting as a spoiler to ppl have not watch last episode season of gossip girl..
I AM GOD DAMN SURPRISE WITH THE ENDING....
my jaws is still down now...

gossip girl always give me ending which i never think before...
it will be the most unexpected drama i had watch so far...
especially the season3 ending...
OMG...
how can tis happen... swt swt swt...
MY chuck bass kena shot
swt swt swt...

i am just kinda spamming my blog...
since i dun have anyone to talk to now....
hahahaa......

after an hour ....

but now i do feel
f**ked up now...

i wasnt in a good mood...
i just feel like crying now...

i dun like to stay in college now..
because there are few hours i need to be alone myself since other classmate taking different subj with me and they have class...
now i have extra 2 hours more to be alone.......

the shittest now..
due to car sent to repair..
i force to follow my classmate to reach college at 7++am..
i do feel damn f**Ked up...

my sis which refuse to leave the house at 9am becuz she dun wan to go office early which she normally have to work at 10++
due to her unwillingly to reach office in less than an hour earlier, so i m force to reach college more than 2 hours early.....

wat the hell...
aiks... i just feel dunno how now..
my heart like going to stop beating...
actually it was very small things...
maybe it just becuz of my unsteady mood...
it just drag me down the hell.....

2 hours nonsense time again...

tonight gonna sleep early..
i need more sleep onwards...