First post in 2011

Today or tonight is the first time of the year I decided to blog... It has been months I never blog..

It was a sleepless night ... Everyone is sleeping soundly except me..
Brain was hyperactive tonight... Just keep thinking n thinking n thinking... Wat should be the right choice... There is so many things in my brain...

Was expecting to read up smtg tonight but I think the post was deleted ... I didn't get to read it.. I tot it would help to make up my mind.. I guess I jus have to rely on my dearest mind to sort things out...

Now, music is surrounding me.. I hear no sound from the night but music from iPod..

Hello emo... Long time no see ya...
I m not very sure y m I emo but I m real emo now...

Blank

Suddenly... I jus dunno Wat should I write...

Fb was closed for 1 week.. Surprising I can survive so well without it.. Lmao.. So, dear fb even there is a day u going to close down.. It won't has any effect on me!! I can conclude I m not a Facebook mania!!

How can I stand it? Maybe the hidden reason was much more stronger until I can totally ignore it...

I still rmb my lecturer commented me .. I m a person tat when I don't want to listen to something.. I have the talents of switching off my mind n ignore it totally.. Y it doesn't work when I need it?? I just wanna switch off my mind now... Maybe I m jus coward .. But I really dun feel like facing it...

A decision
An answer

Wat would be the best choice?
Wat would be the right choice?
Wat would be the one I really want?
It is really wat my heart want?

I was commented as a person who has a heart problem. I locked my heart so well until no one can unlock it... What was the issue tat cause me to put a double lock on it?? My lecturer asked me to figure it out if not this things will drag me forever..

I know Wat was the main issue..
... Relationship ...
But which part of relationship tat double lock my heart, I really have no idea...

Is 6 am, n I m still awake.

Brain dead.

A korean song from secret garden really triggered my emotion...
I jus tears for nothing .. Plainly Becuz of the song..

The power of music =]

Hello bloggy.. I think I will need u for a while...



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